Everything must be clean and neat. We need to sterilize the walls, we need to scrub all the floors, windows, the fittings and furnishings. All the people must be sterilized too. Scalding water, frothy bleach and iron scouring pads. Too much contamination. It's in my eyes, it's in my mouth. I touch things and it just spreads from one to another to another, as if it is made of thick, black, viscous tar-like blood. It comes from under my nail beds, it comes from every pore in my skin. Drawing helps to an extent, perhaps I will do that.

~Heyoka